Returning

I watch her go

there she goes

just like that

shes found her man,

shes so happy

so much so 

that she 

forgot her dad.

and her mom and sister

and two brothers

they just stood there

with eyes in rain.

i could not go, cause 

i did not know

how to

bare this pain.

my Lord

forgive me

to what i

hurt myself

my Lord

forgive me

to what i hurt

everyone else.

It all went so fast

like a lighting crash

it shakes you down

in your soul

like a whirlwind

that comes and blows away

what you think you

call your home...

Hereafter is the real Home.

my Lord

forgive me

to what 

i hurt myself

my Lord

forgive me

to what i hurt

everyone else.

And like that

it was over

19 years

went so fast

my bad

i lost her

she left before me cause i

hurt her so bad.

forgive me my Lord

im a wrongdoer to my soul

and to the mankind

forgive me my Lord

to what I hurt You.

and Your Messengers

and the believing men and the believing women.

my Lord forgive

and mercy

and You better of the merciful

my Lord

my Home is

with You

in the Hereafter

help me

push away

the life

of this world.

And all this

will be gone

and only His Face

will remain.

Dont grieve

over what goes

and dont rejoice

to what comes your way.

Even keeled. 

if you capable...

Surely we

to God

and surely we to Him

returning.

Surely we

to God

and surely we to Him

returning.